December Poetry Compilation
The Sunstroke Monthly Poetry Compilation is a collection of poetry submitted by Sunstroke readers and staff members. Take a seat, light a candle, grab a cup of tea, and dive into the intricate words of our community.
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Lingua Franca by Sarkis Antonyan
your mouth became the gun that i
feared in my dreams
when it shot out those tiny
beads like fragments
my hand grew into a faltering dove the ink
from your tongue splashed
on its feathers perhaps those
syllables cradled me
into a daze when you said Our language
is a weapon in the bird
beak i could only hear
Never forget it
Personification of Astrology by Abbie Thacher
What I hold and what I reach for are two different things
I hold the truth, the way things are
I reach for an idealized version of such things, an idealized interpretation of the truth
The truth is stiff and unending contradicting and bending
itself to the will of those in power
Because they say truth is power but it feels like the powerful get to decide what is true
The truth is stiff and unending contradicting
And my head is spinning
Trying to keep up with what truth repeats and sticks and what truth retreats,
cowardly because human morals are not fixed
I am reaching for a balance of beauty within movement and order.
The universe expanding farther
Farther than I can imagine
But sometimes I like to sit and imagine an idealized version of such things
Juvenalia by Daniel Natalo-Lifton
It would seem at 25
You were still finding juvenalia
And when you parted
They too left on a terraqueous
Surrounded by our rotted romance
And the foods you refused to eat,
Youthful indeed,
Shall we end irenic and scrubbed clean?
or
Soft and stewed and bittered in green herb?
Mania by Coralline Ethier
(From “She Dreamt Under Clear Blue Skies”)
It’s a lifelong struggle of feeling
like you’re too much and not enough
simply inadequate at all times
touching imperfection, feeling it all over
trying so hard to pull out what feels like
it shouldn’t be there
when really deep down you know
you shouldn’t be there at all
but then in the mirror somehow
taking pieces of yourself away
only made it worse
you never want to look at your face anymore
but people look
and you try to hide
but how can you ever hide from yourself?
and you try so hard not to give in
you live every day with this feeling
that pieces of you shouldn’t be there
like they have to be removed
until one day you will be removed completely
and what then?
you’re shaking, you’re nervous, you fight it
you don’t want people to worry
there are people who have it way worse
you tell yourself
your battle feels small and laughable
yet you’re still caught up in it
you feel guilty, selfish
but helpless most of all
you keep saying you’ll deal with this
you brush it off when they ask
but this feeling, this impulse
this urge that itches
it lives on with you.
Thoughts of Mine by Hannah May
I want to sit alone on a ferris wheel
Observing the world as clouds do
Tired metal
The thrill of hesitant resolution
Red and yellow
Blurred together
Distorted
I want to stand at the edge of a cliff
Crumbling earth
Pebbles destined for greater things
A stranger to all thoughts
Wonder
I’d like to spend my eternity in the stars
Dancing amongst constellations on weary limbs
Eyes that hold the universe
Cradling galaxies
Expansive and ever mysterious
Freedom
Beautiful things exist in all that we allow
And I shall live to find each one